when will i have all Twilight series?

oh oh oh
twilight 4th book is release already,
yes, it's breaking dawn.
and i can't wait to read it in Indonesian version,
geez, even eclipse haven't release in here yet...
then how long i will wait???
i can't take it much longer....
sob sob... :'(

Edward IS NOT THE SAME AS Robert Pattinson

I never mind that Robert Pattinson is the chosen actor to play Edward Cullen. He's kinda cute though... also about Kristen Stewart, maybe she is the right girl to play Bella.

But however, the thing that important to me is not who the actor is, i believe, trully believe, the real Edward is more, more, and more handsome than Robert... And Bella, she could be just a simple girl like me, lol.

So what's the point actually by writing this???? Argh... just to remind you all that i keep falling in love again and again, with Edward Cullen not with Robert Pattinson :)

my true lover

i only want you
you made me thinking about you all the time
i'm trying to forget,
but it seems impossible.
again, i ask why to myself.
oh maybe i'm just dreaming wanting you to be here by my side..
oh maybe you are my true lover..
i really wish it's not only a dream.

my quiet calling

i'm here
lying here
staring at an unfrienly ceiling
i don't know where i am
i can't remember anything
the only thing that i remember is you
so clearly
your face, your cold pale skin,
your smooth touch, your breath at my skin.
and i remember this feeling, this knot at my stomach.
"edward..." i whisper your name.
hoping you would come and rescue me. but the only thing that beside me is darkness..

The First Time

First.
I saw you at library. I read the back of the book, and I thought this book seems okay. But I didn't borrow you that time. How fool I am.
Then weeks passed, I decided to try borrow you and read you.
I read,
read,
and read,
and I found you.
And I found me, stunned.
You pulled me into your world, you made me hear your voice, see your face, and go trough your heart, understand your soul.
And before I realize it, I fall in love with you.
You have went down into my heart so deep.
I can say nothing, except
"I love you."